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Tuesday, 27 January 2009

an odd idea

an interesting concept of sex...
"Geometrical sex, he needed me for an abstract principal; it would be enough for him if our genitals could be detached like two kitchen appliances and copulate in mid-air, that would complete his equation." Surfacing -Margaret Atwood.
I think this relates to the concept of man's animal urge for sex. The need to complete the act, rather than consider who it's performed with, or perhaps why, just fulfilling a basic human need much like when one fills ones stomach when hungry.
Atwood can make for quite complicated reading; whilst a part of me enjoys her novels, another part of me struggles as they have a stream of conscious quality that i find hard to keep up with.

this is me - through alice's criteria

Alice's challenge: to 'write a note with 16 facts, habits or goals about you'
here goes:

1) I'm obsessed with reading, i love it, it's my luxury. Despite being ultimately disappointed when I turn out to be reading a 'crappy' book, I can't stop til' it's finished. Mum used to actually tell Alice and I off for reading too much: 'Get your noses out of those books and come and help me!' she used to say! I still read 'fun' books instead of uni books, and I assume i will continue to sneak a read whenever possible throughout my life!

2) I absolutely love the movies, especially going to the cinema, I can't get enough. Tim and I used to go every games afternoon, and now he works at the odeon it's even better - we can go for free! There's no denying though that a little arty cinema is a much better experience than the odeon - but ultimately it's the films I go to watch and if it's free, it's free, and therefore means we don't mind seeing a film that isn't ultimately fabulous. I have kept nearly every cinema stub.

3) Going out for coffee is another luxury, but one I'm always willing to do... Starbucks in America is half the price of England and was our little addiction when we were travelling. Wonderful.

4) I really enjoy shopping - for clothes especially, but I also love digging round in a charity shop for some bargain book buys - bought 3 yesterday for 75p! (antique book stores are also a fave, but are Much More Expensive). I like shopping with friends, but also on my own. Supermarkets are a favourite, especially with Tim!

5) I'm a 'company' type of person, even if it's just silent company I prefer it... the voice in my head gets a little annoying when there's not one else around.

6) I have issues with 'letting people down'. To the extent that I can't even quit my detested job at the co-op. Sometimes I end up double booking myself and then agonise over how to resolve the situation.

7) I love road trips... when someone else is driving. (I absolutely loath driving long distances on my own - I fall asleep and as I said before-I need the company). Our road trip in America was one of the best times of my life.

8) One day Sarah and I are going to Road Trip England's National Trust places. This will happen when we're quite old I think. I immensely look forward to it!

9) Travelling. - My and Tim's way- the low-key way; exploring at our own pace and seeing things that we are both interested in, not in the full blown 'we must see, do and drink everything' way. Much of our travelling involves going from food place to food place (Tim is always hungry!)

10) I always wish I loved exercise more. I used to love swimming and ballet, but now I don't do anthing, and this bothers me a little. I know I should just do something about it, but sometimes there just doesn't seem to be the time......

11) I really want to live abroad, but sometimes the thought scares me too much. And I don't know how to go about sorting it all out.

12) I love birthdays - both mine and other people's. Giving gifts is fantastic. I alwats wish I had more money so that I could always buy a really great present.

13) (see 12) I love giving gifts..if it involves posting them, so much the better (I love the excitement of sending things in the post and knowing someone will be pleased to receive it). Getting post back is excellent too! Never let the post office go under!

14) I really hate unkindness/ unfairness/ mean people. I hope I'm a nice person, sometimes I think I could do with being a little less bitchy (?) but generally it's other people's thoughtlessness that makes me say things. 'Treat others as you wish to be treated' is a good motto.
-Manners are free.

15) Sarah and I had (have?) a little plan -- to live in a little farm cottage and bake and make things all day...probably fit a few books in there too?! We have talked about this for as long as I can remember.... will it ever happen?!

16) my family, friends and tim are really important to me. <3

Sunday, 25 January 2009

this is me

Listening to -- silence

Reading -- Surfacing

Drinking -- Diet coke

Wishing -- to be a little warmer & for some company

a little holiday

I had the most fabulous time in Newcastle *thank you Alice*.
I enjoyed being a tourist- wandering, chatting, galleries, cinema, stopping for coffee, taking many a hilarious picture. There is nothing better. Even the weather wasn't too bad!
What a wonderful thing it is to have a sister to share these things with :-)

Thursday, 22 January 2009

Described as: "Wickedly perceptive...think desperate housewives meets madame bovary"

--I've already read the first 2 chapters and it's pretty funny...

There's nothing like an enjoyable read!

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

this is me


listening too -- Bon Iver, Skinny Love

Reading -- The Other side of Paradise

Thinking about -- The possibilities of adventures in other countries

Looking forward to -- Seeing Alice



Monday, 19 January 2009

freedom, at least for now

I'm SO HAPPY!
I'm FREE! :-) the exam is done with -- I hope I did ok, not sure, it's impossible to tell!
I celebrated by cleaning the kitchen and watching crappy TV all afternoon with Rachel :) sadly I have to go to coop this eve, but after that we're going out which will be fun :)
ahhh, three weeks of freedom, all I have to do is read and have fun.... and I can't wait to visit Alice!

Friday, 16 January 2009

more annie


Annie Leibovitz - Meryl Streep

amazing
i want to become a photographer

Thursday, 15 January 2009

Revision....... Crime and punishment, if you're interested

Raskolinikov -- The protaginist of Crime and Punishment -- a victim of circumstance? thoughtless murderer? forgivable?

Russian society of 19th century is portrayed as stuffy and claustrophobic, Raskolnikov kills a pawn broker, Alyona (premeditated) and her sister, Lizaveta (circumstantial) within the first few pages, and spends the rest of the book recieving mental punishment - from himself and other characters; notably Porfiry, a magistrate who suspects him. Meanwhile he enters into a relationship with a young prostitute, Sonya. She is in effect, his opposite; meek, self-sacrificing and religious --only prostituting herself in order to help have family who are living in poverty (her father is a drunk). Raskolnikov has a sister, whom he loves in a fashion, she shares some of his characteristics - she is intelligent and beautiful, however she is also decisive, brave and self sacrificing - willing to a marry a man she does not love in order to help her mother and brother. Her ending is a happy one, Svidrigailov, who tries to rape her, kills himself, Luzhin, who only wants to marry her in order to fulfil his own ambitions of helping a poor person in order for them to be indebtted to him, is banished, and she marries Raskolnikov's only friend, Razumikhin, who is a 'good' character.
Dostoevsky shows a world of inequalities and alienation. Whereas in Madame Bovary Flaubert shows Emma as a victim of circumstance, Raskolnikov is not, as his friend Razumikhin is able to better himself through trying.

Wednesday, 14 January 2009

our movie for wednesday: Australia

Australia
I really enjoyed this film :) It is Set in northern Australia which is an area of the country I'd like to visit, having only had a flying visit to Alice Springs in our gap year before moving south... Luhrmann captures the romance and sense of adventure as the protagonists drive 2,000 cattle across the desert in an effort to save a ranch.

ahh, to be a Yes woman!

To be set the task of saying 'yes' to everything would, I think, actually be quite fun -- unleashing the power of 'YES' could transform your life.... think of all the things you could have said yes to and didn't...and how different your life would be if you had.... this film was hilarious -- Carrey and Deschanel were great.

Sunday, 11 January 2009

a new book for the week


This is my new read.

musicals at their best

The Jersey Boys. Inspirational storyline and astounding singing. go and see it --- i urge you to :)
i'll probably be there...again.

somerset house


Alice is taking this...the point is to get the man on the machine's face in...as you can see, it didn't work, but it was funny anyway! :-)

Sunday

It seems appropriate to write a 'list' of things to achieve this year.
I feel I may be the kind of person who doesn't stick to lists, and I think I should know this of myself, what with being the grand old age of 22 and all. I've never been good at setting myself goals and sticking to them. this isn't a v.good character trait. (maybe improvement of this should go on the list?)
for example, i told myself I'd write 64 words towards my essay 2day, leaving myself only 1,500 tomorrow, have I done it?
no, of course not. this was my one goal aside from getting thru the 7 hour shift at the co-op.
so...if the list doesn't happen, this must mean I cannot disappoint myself?
but, just in case....

2009:
  • try and make this work out (my writing has always been somewhat sporadic)
  • read, read, READ
  • visit Alb in Newcastle
  • go back to America
  • be positive and less of a bitch
  • tell family and tim how much i love them